this goes out to someone that was

once the most important person in my life

i didn't realize it at the time

i can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so

i don't really expect you to either

it's just... i don't even know

just listen...

 

you're the one that i want, the one that i need

the one that i gotta have just to succeed

when i first saw you, i knew it was real

i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel

that wasn't me; let me show you the way

i looked for the sun, but it's raining todayi remember when i first looked into your eyes

it was like god was there, heaven in the skies

i wore a disguise 'cause i didn't want to get hurt

but i didn't know i made everything worse

you told me we were crazy in love

but you didn't care when push came to shove

if you loved me as much as you said you did

then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit

now you pushed me away like you never even knew me

i loved you with my heart, really and truly

i guess you forgot about the times that we shared

when i would run my fingers through your hair

late nights, just holding you in my arms

i don't know how i could do you so wrong

i really wanna show you i really need to hold you

i really wanna know you like no one could else know you

you're number one, always in my heart

and now i can't believe that our love is torn apart

i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you 'cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you 'cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

i knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man

and then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand

the thought of that just shatters my heart

it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

at times we was off i was scared to show you

now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you

without you, everything seems strange

your name is forever planted in my brain

damn it, i'm insane,

take away the pain

take away the hurt

baby, we can make it work

what about when you

looked into my eyes

told me you loved me

as you would hugged me

i guess everything you said was a lie

i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes

now i'm not even a thought in your mind

i can see clearly, my love is not blind

i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you 'cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you 'cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

i just wish everything could have turned out differently

i had a special feeling about you

i thought maybe you did too

you would understand, but...

no matter what, you'll always be in my heart

you'll always be my baby

 

our first day, it seemed so magical

i remember all the time that i had with you

remember when you first came to my house?

you looked like an angel wearing that blouse

we hit it off, i knew it was real

but now i can't take all the pain that i feel

reach in your heart, i know i'm still there

i don't wanna hear that you no longer care

remember the times? remember when we kissed?

i didn't think you would ever do me like this

i didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed

i thought you'd be there for me, this i confess

you said you were my best friend, was that a lie?

now i'm nothing to you, you're with another guy

i tried, i tried, i tried, and i'm trying

now on the inside it feels like i'm dying

i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you 'cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

i need you and

i miss you and

i want you and

i love you 'cause

i wanna hold you,

i wanna kiss you

you were my everything

and i really miss you

and i do miss you

i just thought we were meant to be

i guess now, we'll never know

the only thing i want is for you to be happy

whether it be with me, or without mei

just want you to be happy